Friends, not friends....

I really miss my country... I miss my friends... I miss being welcome... I miss, I miss, I miss...
I've been here for 5 months now and its sad for me to see some stuff... I know its used to say that is better to have a few friends but good than lots and but bad(something like that) but seeing that some people just dont have interest on it it makes me sad. In the other day i went out to a club and i met some collegues from faculty and eventhough they said "hi" i felt outside, the only person from that group who actually cared about being my friend and made the others speak with me and hang out with me went to France for Erasmus so the link is broken... this is one small example of several...
Well I have what i like to call True friends around here but i would also to have friends and that seems to be impossible... Is it me? Maybe, I dunno... Eventhough everywhere i've been until today I always made several friends but I had to come to Romania to see that changing...

Over and out!

doubts, denials, and good marks

Here i am again!
I never thought to feel this cold... everytime i go outside i freeze and yesterday i slipped and fell on the ice twice :P
Anyway... Lately i've been thinking... whats love afterall? Is it just the need to be with a certain person, is it the need to feel that someone cares? As i get older i seem to know less about the subject. Right now I dont know anymore what are my feelings... There's someone who really make me feel different just if i hear her name. But, in the last few days i guess i started to go on denial and I'm guess I'm trying to convince myself that I dont want to have something with her... oh the doubts, the denial... life seems to be so simple but i always find a way to make it complicated...
Oh well... maybe its just because i'm focusing too much on my exams... after all 'til now i only have in my mind that and the reward is that i only have good marks :) but like my parents would say... its my job :P

Oh well... thats all for now.

Over and out